unussual you..

diz song keep on playing on my mind today..probably because d meaning sgt kene dgn our situation..but wuteva..i do still luv him..

Demi Lovato Don't Forget Lyrics

thousands miles away

i'm so so so sad...i'm here in malaysia..only 2 of us..me n angah..and d rest of my family in london..how can i get back on my feet??

(juz me and my baby at klia, waiting for zhafir to fetch me)

(one last family photo)

North West London, 9.38pm, 10 January 2009

i cant believe diz!!!i'm finally going back..i dun want 2!y?i've made a list 2 it..it juz so sad..i'm gonna miss every1 and everythings in london..i'm gonna deadly miss my family!!!!i'm gonna miss diz home!!!i'm gonna miss london(but not as much as i'm gonna miss my family)..they r everythings 2 me!!!they all make me laugh all d times!!!not any second of d times spent with em i ever regret!!!i'm gonna miss watching family movie nite, watching deal or no deal, watching abah dancing for my girl...i really gonna miss everthgs!!!oh god..i juz dont wanna b away from em for a long time..eventho i'm21 but i alwiz will be abah lil gal!!!i love u my family!!!and i'm sorry for everythings!such as not helping mum, getting in2 a fight with dra n wa, for not clean up d house..i'm sorry..and thanx for giving me a great time of my life!!!i appreciate it and i love all of u!!!taake care every1!take care..wa jgn men komp lame sgt yea..dra tlg ibu yea, tmn ibu, ibu jgn kerja kuat sgt k, rest a bit, and abah 2..jgn keja kuat sgt yea..i luv u all!wish dat we could be 2gether soon!real soon!i love u guys more than trillion times!!!!i love u guys my family!!!

(our nitely routine, watching movie all together)

8 am, 10 January 2009, North West London

morning there..well,in malaysia its already in d evening..2day will be my last day in london..i'm going back 2moro at 9.30 am..and will b arriving in malaysia at 9.30 am ..its 17hours flight..and d last time i was in 17 hours flight, my head was about 2 explode..it hurs like hell!! y yea?

quizzeszszsz

i found diz from qha pgae on friendster..its look interesting 2 me...so i was thinking giving it a try..now..i'm stuk with it..for thos of u whi want 2 try quizzes like diz n many more..juz go 2 doz webbie..here are some results of d quiz..i'm so in luv..

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Your Love Score Is: 80

It's truly love. You have an amazing partner and a wonderful relationship. Your relationship isn't perfect, but you know how to work with each other to make it better. You both listen to one another, give freely, and do your best to make things work. While you have ups and downs like any other couple, you're good at getting through the bad times together. And although you find it easy to love your partner, you understand that lasting love doesn't come easily. You are both willing to give this relationship everything you have. And luckily, that's all it takes to make it work.

Are You in Love?

What You Know About Your Guy: Practically Everything

You have gotten to know your man really well From his hopes and dreams to favorite things... You definitely have enough info to figure out if he's *the* guy In fact, you may know him a little better than you know yourself

How Well Do You Know Your Man?

He's a Great Boyfriend

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Is He a Good Boyfriend?

He's A Keeper!

Your guy is a rare find: sweet, kind, and loyal. And as long as he doesn't have three nipples, You should seriously consider keeping him a long time Sometimes a girl can't see a good thing when she's got one So let me tell you: your guy is a gold medal boyfriend Just make sure you treat him right in return!

Is He a Keeper?

Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time!

Your guy is ideal, as close to Mr. Perfect as he could be If you took this quiz, you may be doubting that... Don't! No guy is perfect but yours comes really close You guys will last for many years, as long as you appreciate him!

How Long Will Your Relationship With Your Guy Last?

Your Relationship is Strong

You've built the foundation of a great relationship, and it would take a lot to shake it. Through good communication and respect, you have a true love that can last a lifetime.

How Strong Is Your Relationship With Your Guy?

empty

why??i dunno why..suddenly i feel dat i'm gonna be so empty for d next 6months or even 1 year..

he will difintely b very bz..he said he wont..but, diz last 3days kinda proof dat he will..diz is kinda suck..

i think diz is d main reason why suddenly i start spending so much..for diz month only..i nearly spent a thousand, and i didnt even made dat much..debt..i'm so worried..lonely..so damn worried..study..hell yeah worried..if its wheel of life,i know where i am right now..i'm totally at d bottom..and like my dad said..when u r at d bottom, dont blame any1 else except u,urself..

i luv diz song..

i was watching shrek the third as family movie nite..then suddenly i heard diz song playing..d part where shrek got caught..its really hard nak cari lagu nie..its not on d soundtrack album..sumhow..i got it..and juz like to share it...

p/s: 2nites in a row xwish gudnite pun..wek! =/

last week in london

(dont let me go shrek..i dun wanna go back! -madame tussauds-)

owh gosh..i really cant believe it..my 2 months vacation in london almost done..

i do feel like going back..but its only because i cant wait 2 see my king..others reason than that..i hate going back..there's so many reason..let me list a few of it..

1. all my family members will stay in london...except me n angah..so,can u imagine..going home which actually empty..

2. UM!!!!argh!!!i hate tutors and test..i dunno y i cant improve my grade..its really suck!

3. eventho i'm 21 years old already..but i'm still and forever will be daddy little gal..i alwiz ask abah and ibu 2 do things for me especially with d assgmnt or intview..so,now they r all in london..

4. i'm afraid 2 admit it,but i think i'll b alone..what about my king?well,he will definitely b bz for diz new sem with all d feseni..and he will have no time for me..friends?honestly..i'm not really good in friendship..and sumtimes i do think dat i'm really mean person..i regret everythings dat i did to em..i'm sorry..

5. i'm totally not in a mood of studying..juz want to see my king..but he will b bz..so its still suck..

but, i need to see my king...NEED!its a need!cant wait 2 c him..he's gonna pick me up at d airport..i luv u darl!